'There is the puddle,' said Rhoda, 'and I cannot cross it.

[saltbreeze]

everything is a lot to me .
see how strange i can seem
it's so over . the human experience is tiring
i gave away one of my dispos . guess who was hitting it
what a joke
like just shut up ! people are always prying at me
with crowbars and enticing me with treats
it's so annoying . i know you don't really care at all
it doesn't matter . i want to better myself anyways
going to work all day tomorrow and the rest of today after
i eat lunch . having lo mein today .
and cancel my plans with friends
i hate when people feel obliged to check on me
you don't have to do anything at all
i hate when they do !!
even worse when they make up an excuse to not
everyone's characters are clear as day and they are
vile , vain people who pretend to be virtuous
to soothe their own ego .
get out ! get out of my life and go
i have too many things to do


i had a peach tea today . i found it very bitter due to the orange rinds
that were added . i tried it hot and cold . it was nicer hot
it was the first tea that i could properly taste .. smelt like mango
might be my favorite , though . ninety percent sure my brain is developing now