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[saltbreeze]

 feel like there is a wound hemorraging in my small intestine and causing me to gurgle and spit up blood ,
yesterday marked the beginning of another horribly isolated summer , Now that i have had a proper taste for socialization
This will be terrible ..

SUMMER HOMEWORK
Read read please
rememebr planet fitness subscriptopn
pray to god to kill you in your sleep everynight . i cannot stomach this world .

But I have to live , Terrible life
Just sitting on my hands and waiting for time to pass and for my teeth to fall out .
Orthodontist appointmment tomorrow . Try not to break down lookign ar your reflection tomorrow morning
Can;t wait to neglect myself for three months !
Get weed monday
Do not end up high all summer only when going out or with girlPpoor thing is ill wish i could transplant my healthy bullish blood to her
I am not right enough for her I believe. But I do not give up so easily no matter how bad I so desperately want to
Whole live/die stay/leave evryone socialize/become. tortured thing
I am a horrific person . A Pathetic impulsive half person .
But i hve been sober for a good while . need t o keep thing s that way